Claire Appreciated

I want to be someone's life savior.

"It’s been forever and lately it’s been hard."

So Im about to delete my last post about being yourself… or not. But it sounded bitter and hard more than I wanted it to be. And by these posts, I am UPDATING my blog. Well, I dont want that to be my latest. Because pertaining to that, here’s THE update, (lol). After a nice shower and oc, singing and dancing to few songs, I guess I might just have been over it. Yeah okay that simple. Im just over it. Heck them. Okay.

How do you that? Being okay and happy and independent. I didnt teach you being that strong so was it her? How do you do that? Breaking me all over again and burning memories.

The saddest part on being so real and honest and being yourself and pouring your heart out on your social media accounts is that anyone can get the access of your personality that they can imitate or copy or steal. Simply, they can be you. They can steal parts of your personality. There wont be known as an original or fake because everyone thought between you and you, youre just these twitter people, you know. And you cant blame them for copying you because they dont even know they are doing it. I hate that. That im pouring out myself and thoughts and heart and soul and sometimes it feels like a bazaar for anyone when they think maybe themselves are not enough here. I know that because sometimes feel that too. But now, I am just done not speaking about it. Ive mentioned it many times before and maybe gotten bitter about it. And taylor swift taught us swifties how to treat people good even if they are not nice. And God is teaching me to be more patient and selfless. But sometimes it makes me feel sad because I am proud of myself. I see people like me for me and I know everyone should be too but sometimes these people step over the line and unconciously make me feel uncredited and unappreciated. But anyway maybe I should just let this pass one more time.

I am so over these biatches. Go enjoy yourselves copying me. And if ever I copy from someone, well then thank you because I wouldnt have copied you if I dont think youre good. And before I hit Post, I just wanna say I love my life. My family. My real friends. My self. Go ahead enjoy yours.

taylorswift:

I was proud of the simple fact that I somehow avoided a major embarrassment in this moment.

taylorswift:

I was proud of the simple fact that I somehow avoided a major embarrassment in this moment.

taylorswift:

If anyone’s wondering, yes I’m in Vegas.Yes, it’s 10:48pm.Yes, I can hear the pulsating beats resonating from several clubs within earshot.Yes, I’ve chosen to spend my evening looking at photos of autumnal windows on Tumblr.Yes, I am proud.

taylorswift:

If anyone’s wondering, yes I’m in Vegas.
Yes, it’s 10:48pm.
Yes, I can hear the pulsating beats resonating from several clubs within earshot.
Yes, I’ve chosen to spend my evening looking at photos of autumnal windows on Tumblr.
Yes, I am proud.

"MAYBE BECAUSE GUILT COMES ALONG MISSING YOU. THAT MAYBE IN THE MOMENT OF TRUTH, I’D BE LESS ANGRY AT IF I SUFFERED TOO, IF I FELT LONELY. MAYBE BECAUSE IT’S EASY FOR YOU KNOWING EVEN IF I LEFT, I SUFFERED HARD TOO AND SO THESE COULD NOT BE ALL MY FAULT BECAUSE I FELT BAD TOO, WORSE EVEN. THAT MAYBE YOU DON’T GET TO BLAME ME IN THE FUTURE BECAUSE I CARED STILL. MAYBE YOU DON’T GET TO WALK AWAY AGAIN BECAUSE I CRIED MOST OF THE NIGHTS."

IM DOOMED

IM DOOMED

SOMETIMES IM JUST SPEECHLESS I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOUR BLOG taylorswift YOURE PERFECT

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR GETTING YOUR ASS ON TUMBLR YOUVE MADE US SO HAPPY taylorswift YOU WONT MAYBE FOLLOW ME EVER BC THIS IS A PERSONAL ACCOUNT AND NOT A SWIFTIE ACCOUNT BUT I CANNOT LIE 80% OF THE TIME YOURE WHAT MY BLOG CONTAINS ANYWAY I LOVE U PLS KEEP BEING ON TUMBLR YOUVE MADE A LOT OF SWIFTIES SOOO HAPPY BY YOUR FOLLOWS AND LIKES CONGRATULATIONS TOO GUYS

"Friends leave. Friends stay. And we should never take either against them."



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